something I think about a lot and have talked about before but will talk about again

 I was far from great at running but I was/am pretty good. One of my favorite parts of college was going to the small running club of people who liked to run hard/fast and knowing I was good. I really enjoyed that and it was a big part of my identity. I so badly want to be that person with climbing. I see those people at the gym. I really want to be that person. 

I think I'm doing the things that can get me there and I know I'm getting better. It's just going to take time.

That's all.