dreams. I have dreams.

 I had one of my most common reoccurring dreams where I'm running through a building, usually it's like a school building, and I'm going down all sorts of different hallways and staircases and such. Sometimes I'm running from people but I never see the people. Often I'm looking for a bathroom. Other times I'm trying to get somewhere, usually a class that I'm late for. This time I was running around and a thing happened where I wasn't quite lucid dreaming but in my dream thoughts I knew suddenly where I was supposed to go and I went up this long staircase to the top of the building and I turned a corner and I arrived at wherever I was trying to get to and I woke up.

So that was good. That bodes well I'd say. Let's look up what that dream means. 

Well apparently dreaming about running around buildings and houses and hallways and stairs suggest exploring the self. Lately I've gotten back into my routine of doing my little tasks. I make my little drawings. I do my workouts. I play the melodica. All of it pretty self-directed. 

So maybe running around these buildings--I'm always running, represents these parts of myself that I know really well and these are like well-worn paths of the self. That aren't any negative emotions associated with the dreams. Just a sense of urgency. Which makes sense. At the start of the month I wrote out my goals that I wanted to accomplish by October and this is the last full week of the month so it would make sense that I would be thinking about those things.