update on TMR

So I started listening to Trout Mask Replica at around 7pm last night and I didn't get out of bed until 10 AM this morning. I think the album dealt actual psychic damage to me.

thoughts while listening to trout mask replica

it's gradually sounding more melodic and good. is it actually becoming that or am I just getting used to it?

at an equal rate it's giving me a headache and I wish only for silence

it reminds me of early Beck and some parts of Wilco. the end of one of their songs in YHT

I just finished Moonlight in Vermont and have an hour more of album left

wait

a cute girl liked me on hinge but I think it might be the cute girl I always see at the climbing gym but I've only ever seen cute gym girl with a mask on but this hinge girl has no mask pics so I can't tell if they're the same person.

what do I do?

my shin is bleeding

from climbing and I have no memory of it happening.

also I fell weird and really hurt my b-hole. sorry for the lewdness but it needed to be said. this is 2021 now. this is where we are with the blog.

I can't tell

if my eye is twitching from staring at screens too much or from all of the wood dust I've put in the carpet the past three days

beautiful sunset today

Caught it right at the end of my run. It was gorgeous lift. Pink and gold. Then I was in a deep caloric deficit because I only ate cake before my run. But it's okay! It all worked out and I'm eating kale now. 

Metaphor of the Day

Today was icy cold very cold very bad rain. BUT! I had a super nice jacket that I got for Christmas on and my t-shirt underneath was completely dry at the end apart from sweat. I actually started to feel better towards the end of the run than at the start because I was staying dry and keeping the body heat I was producing.

So, if you learn from tough conditions and you prepare for them, you can still thrive in them. Or something. Mainly I was just happy to have the jacket and how well it worked. I was still kinda miserable but I would've been a thousand times more miserable without it and would have spent the rest of the day recovering from the hypothermia but instead I went climbing after and had a great climb!

I was climbing a lot a lot before going to Harrisonburg and then I got a really good rest and now I feel much much stronger than I've ever felt. A good feeling.