I can't wait for the summer

I'm glad for about 6 months of warmer weather. 

people say magic is the power of your personality to influence the world around you. I think that's true. 

I love camp

I'm loving this spring break camp and I wish it could go right into summer. It's just a better way to live life. 

Happy to be alive and be doing this. 

somebody outside is working

it's 4:35 AM

they're using some kind of impact wrench

DRILL clink DRILL clink DRILL clink 

i wonder what they're doing

i wonder when they woke up today

the pollen in the air has stuffed up my nostrils

a some vehicle on the train tracks outside my window has whirred to life

the body is wild

in the span of 48 hours to go from being in great shape, to struggling to get out of bed, to being able to run 5 miles comfortably is pretty crazy.

scab on my mole

yesterday I wore the pajamas I slept in Friday night but today I woke up and changed clothes and noticed a small scab on the large mole I've always had near my belly button. I must have scraped it when I was climbing on Friday and not noticed until now. But I made the mistake of googling "scab on mole" and all the results were CANCER. 

But I looked at the pictures and my mole is definitely a healthy mole and it's not like the whole thing has scabbed over. it's definitely just a scrape from climbing. 

So, after recovering from the vaccine, that's my health scare for the day. 

the second moderna shot

messed me up!

I haven't felt this bad in years. what a trip. glad I timed it well over the weekend at least. 

reminder to myself

have a sense of purpose and be the best version of myself that I can be