here's some life advice

there are some things where you are probably too critical of yourself. 

there are other things where you should be more critical of yourself.

And now, I have presented to you two threads and by an act of critical thinking I should weave them together in some way to reveal a piece of wisdom and expound upon it. That's how this works. 

I don't know.

No wait I've got it.

So there's you. Existing.

And then there's the critical you that's watching the first you and being like, "ah that was awful." or whatever. "Go eat ham." "Stop eating so much ham." "Nah go back to eating ham actually."

And then, to address the first two statements, you have to observe the critical observer. You gotta watch the you that's watching you and think about why they think what they think. Why do they care so much about xyz but they don't care at all about lmnop? 

If you've never questioned or thought about your critical observer, that's like going through life and not realizing you had a settings menu the whole time. You could've changed the graphics. You could've changed the difficulty mode. You could've changed all sorts of things.

There you go. Check your settings mode. Turn on aim assist. Turn off friendly fire. Invert the y-axis. You gotta invert the y-axis.