Thursday, April 29, 2021
Wednesday, April 28, 2021
some beautiful rock
Tuesday, April 27, 2021
Monday, April 26, 2021
Thursday, April 22, 2021
windy day today
Tuesday, April 20, 2021
two bluejays in the yard
Monday, April 19, 2021
Thoughts from the Weekend
- thinking about Paw Paw and missing him. I would tell him that I'm doing well and I'm thankful for him.
-thinking about this kid in afterschool who one of my coworkers casually remarked, "he needs to be medicated". And she's not wrong. In the school environment he is in, he absolutely would do better with medication. It was really easy for me to agree with him in that moment. Yeah, he should be medicated. His behaviors are really frustrating at times. At the same time, why is it okay to medicate a child to make them fall in line with a completely made-up, arbitrary system? It's messed up. This kid has talents and abilities and things that make him unique and he gets medicated so he can fit into this system that I think everyone agrees to some extent is flawed. Why not make changes?
-I ran 200 meters in under 28 seconds yesterday! I ran 27.64. That's been a goal for a while so I'm really happy about that. I should go run now.
Thursday, April 15, 2021
stoop sit
Wednesday, April 14, 2021
I'm watching a woodpecker outside on a tree
the tree is dead
the woodpecker is looking for a good spot
it climbed all the way to the top of the dead tree and called twice and then flew away
yesterday some kids in the woods started peeling bark off a tree. I'm not sure how they peeled so much bark off. It was coming off pretty easily. I told them to stop and that it was bad for the tree and they stopped. I feel bad for the tree. I feel bad that I exposed to the tree to the threat of children.
I tell myself that maybe they didn't know that would hurt the tree. And maybe they learned that they shouldn't do that because they had that experience. I think we always have to hold the big picture in mind and not focus too much on individual actions that feel more personal and potent in our minds. Ecosystems aren't exactly being threatened by the actions of rowdy children. Maybe if these kids are exposed to the woods at a young age and have some good memories of being in there, they'll grow up to be the kinds of people who appreciate having those spaces.
I'm really enjoying the colors of spring this year. I feel like I'm really noticing.